well im freakin really happy cause tonight im going to eat korean bbq with my gf and my parents and sister and then later on im going to her house and sleep over until sunday but im going to spend time with her and were going to a party after we eat and tommrrow too until like 4 in the morning with drinking and smoking but i love gf adrienne always and forever but thats what im going to over the weekend

well there was one time when i was really depressed and suicidal i abused myself, i hated everything including family,people who think of me, i was really sensative what people said to me like devil whorshiper,fag,and loser......it affected my family alot they were not talking to me at all and my friends did not talk to me either but my other 3 friends wolf,scott,victor help me out threw this piece of s**t but later on i got happy cause they encourged me to be happy that made cheer up a little bit,im thankful that i have friends encourged to be happy at least a little but later on i told my friends and family i'm sorry what i did so that what i did so thank you,i'm still suicidal and sad at times but i'm happy at least i have a girlfriend that makes me happy everyday...........